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Moving On From the Past
Nov. 19th, 2011 02:48 amHello, Blog Readers:
It is time for my 2nd entry. What a better way to start off a new blog by posting about how I need to get rid of past memories and move on to the future memories that lay ahead for me. As many of you know, there have been times in my life this year where I have lost friends, either because of something stupid that I may have done, or it was because of immaturity on their part. Looking back on what happened earlier this year with two of my friends was something that I shouldn't have done, because I needed to know that I couldn't...well, shouldn't have been so pushy to hang out with them. I understand that they don't like me for it. Do I miss having them as friends? Of course! But I know there is nothing I can do now to change their feelings about me. I just pray that they will eventually see this blog entry and realize how incredibly sorry I am. I'd like a chance to start over new with a clean slate, but I doubt that will happen any time soon.
Flash forward to this month, where 2 co-workers deleted me off of Facebook. Yeah, see, I am really confused on this one because I don't know I did anything to them that pissed them off. Sure, I spoke my mind about Madonna, but that doesn't mean you have the right to delete me and not tell me to my face. I mean, c'mon, people! Grow up and be mature. If you have a problem with me, please tell me to my face so I can try to change what I have done and learn to be a better person. <<< It's because of that sentence that I am choosing to write this blog entry tonight before bed. I just had an epiphany about it as soon as I finished typing that sentence out. WHY do I need to change for someone just to regain their friendship with me? I shouldn't have to change anything about me. It's everyone else's fault if they do not see the compassion and understanding I have as abilities of being a great friend.
It is time for my 2nd entry. What a better way to start off a new blog by posting about how I need to get rid of past memories and move on to the future memories that lay ahead for me. As many of you know, there have been times in my life this year where I have lost friends, either because of something stupid that I may have done, or it was because of immaturity on their part. Looking back on what happened earlier this year with two of my friends was something that I shouldn't have done, because I needed to know that I couldn't...well, shouldn't have been so pushy to hang out with them. I understand that they don't like me for it. Do I miss having them as friends? Of course! But I know there is nothing I can do now to change their feelings about me. I just pray that they will eventually see this blog entry and realize how incredibly sorry I am. I'd like a chance to start over new with a clean slate, but I doubt that will happen any time soon.
Flash forward to this month, where 2 co-workers deleted me off of Facebook. Yeah, see, I am really confused on this one because I don't know I did anything to them that pissed them off. Sure, I spoke my mind about Madonna, but that doesn't mean you have the right to delete me and not tell me to my face. I mean, c'mon, people! Grow up and be mature. If you have a problem with me, please tell me to my face so I can try to change what I have done and learn to be a better person. <<< It's because of that sentence that I am choosing to write this blog entry tonight before bed. I just had an epiphany about it as soon as I finished typing that sentence out. WHY do I need to change for someone just to regain their friendship with me? I shouldn't have to change anything about me. It's everyone else's fault if they do not see the compassion and understanding I have as abilities of being a great friend.
